I wrap an arm around her shoulder. âI didnât say anything about dropping out. Itâll be fine. Iâll be careful. I promise.â Without thinking, I bundle her close and kiss her forehead.
The second I do it, Iâm paralyzed. Laney and I donât have the kind of friendship where we hug or kiss. Hell, we donât even touch when we pass the salt at dinner. My arms tense like wood around her back, and I hold my breath waiting for her reaction. Iâm a mannequin trapped in a pose while my brain scrambles to come up with a joke I can crack when she pushes me away.
Only she never does.
She nestles inside my arms instead. Itâs obvious sheâs lost in thought about something, but she still seems pretty damn comfortable.
And so am I.
Iâm not used to girls touching me. Well, not like this anyway. Iâm blown away by how different this feels. Lying here all peaceful, with uptight Delaney Shanahan all soft and cuddly, snuggling me like a body pillow.
I allow myself to exhale. My hand rests on the center of her back, rising and falling with her even, steady breaths. Her body forms to mine, and I catch a whiff of that lavender stuff again. She lies in a daze with her hand resting over a scar on my chest.
âStay right there,â I say, sitting up. âIâm cold. Iâm just gonna grab a shirt real quick.â
âNo.â She nudges me back against the pillow, trapping my eyes with hers. âIâve seen them before,â she whispers. âThey donât bother me.â
She lowers her head to my chest again and rides her finger over the raised scar that sits over my heart. I reach for her fingers, but she gently nudges my hand aside. âIt looks like an S,â she says.
âIt is. For Superman.â
She laughs softly and traces over the scar again. âHow did you get this, Talan?â
I stumble over my words. âI... Iâve told you. On a playground when I was little.â
âNo,â she says quietly, without looking at me. âHow did you really get it?â
Iâd push her away, but it feels too good, like Iâve been starving for her touch. Her fingers glide warm and tender over my bare skin. That ticklish âSâ is totally screwing with me. My nerve endings are whipped into a frenzy. I try to think of something besides her, but itâs too late. My body is painfully aware that Iâm lying half-dressed and alone in my bed with Laney, her hands running over my bare chest and her warm curves molded to mine behind a locked door.
Maybe I should try that kiss again, only this timeâ¦
Laney jerks her head up.
âPlease tell me it was you that just said my name,â I whisper.
Terror colors her cheeks as she slowly shakes her head from side to side.
âTalan? Are you in there with Laney?â Itâs Mom Shanahan.
Laney jumps up and yanks me off the bed so hard that I land on the floor with a thud.
âYes, weâre in here!â Laney yells a little too enthusiastically. âYou can come in Mom. Weâre not doing anything.â
Mom jiggles the knob, but the door wonât open. âWhy is this door locked?â she shouts.
âOh fug!â Laney trips over my backpack in her rush to open it.
She reaches it about the same time I notice that the map and Sevensâ note are still spread out on my bed. I dive across the mattress, scrambling to bury the papers under my bedspread before Mom sees them.
When her mother walks in, Iâm sprawled bare-chested across my bed, sweating profusely and trying to smooth out my tangled sheets and crumpled comforter. Laney stands next to the doorway, gnawing nervously on her thumbnail. Her hair is mussed and her face is redder than a sunburn.
Iâm not sure what it looks like we were doing, but from the expression on Momâs face, she isnât giving us the benefit of the doubt anymore.